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Letter to Eris. Delivered Pre-dawn

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Dear Julia

Since I left you the other night, I have realised something. I realised that I really need to talk to someone about all of this, and I don’t have anyone I can talk to.

I met someone the other day. Her name is December - and she’s my cousin. I haven’t seen her since she was a little girl. I’m quite a bit older than her. I was about nineteen when her parents died. They asked me if I’d take her in, but I was young and enjoying life and didn’t want to be tied down to a parental role, so I refused. So she went into the system. I visited her a lot for the first few years, but then there was the fire. And you’ll know how things went after that. The city swallowed her, she left for a while, and we met again the other day.

I’m getting off track, but I wanted to explain the background before I go on. I don’t know her very well, but she’s family. She’s also a city coroner. I mentioned to you that I’d been at the morgue - that was where I ran into her again.

Because she’s a city coroner, I can’t talk to her about this. Not even in vague terms. I don’t trust her not to put things together.

I don’t know if I would talk to her anyway, but she would be the only option.

Rearranging

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Note: burn this

Can’t talk to anyone. Need to get things straight.

Issues
*Her
*What she did
*Effects
*WHAT HE DID

She took that away from me.
Now I think about what she did, not what he did.

He took my life away.
So did she.
She acted before I knew what he’d done. She did that and so now I can’t think - I think about him and she gets in the way.

Scribbled on Paper

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She’s wrong

Notes

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* A natural assumption that there would have been copies – not one I made.
* No difference anyhow – couldn’t have accessed them.
* Options for then limited. Now, retrospect: Jackson. Then, all I knew, he was in on it. Anyone could have been.
* Jackson not an option.
* Any options at all? No.

THREE FUCKING YEARS

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