Logs

The dream was alien, a half-remembered, impossible scene. A desk, a screen, bright and clear, showing a page. She didn’t know what she was looking at, yet in the dream, it all made sense. The screen – it was all about the screen. And within the dream, she could read the words that normally she would have struggled with.

She read the words, taking them in. The page updated itself every few minutes adding more as she read. Different people, different places, all with their short messages.

onmyown it feels like a betrayal to say this, but everyone else is dead. who is there left to betray? why did we leave it all?

therealcolin everyone just stay with me - it'll all be okay, trust in the prophet, everything will be fine

dina142 i buried my husband last week, and woke up with a fever this morning. who's going to take care of our kids?

therealcolin @dina142 have faith. The world is a better place than it was. Your children will grow and thrive in it.

dina142 @therealcolin our children will STARVE AND DIE in it without parents to provide for them.

dina142 @therealcolin sorry. it's not your fault. i want your better world. i believed in the better world. i want that for my children

dina142 @therealcolin but it's so hard when everything seems to be falling apart. everywhere i look there's sickness. the hospitals are closed.

onmyown @dina142 don't apologise. the prophet fooled us all. and now where is she? not here. they're all dead. we're all going to die!

federalgunter @onmyown @dina142 @therealcolin no, we're not all going to die. this is just a phase, sickness. it happens - it will pass.

federalgunter @onmyown @dina142 @therealcolin the world has been overpopulated, it must rebalance itself. this is nature. this is good.

onmyown @federalgunter fuck you. fuck you for saying that. fuck you for daring to say that. who the fuck have you lost? that you can say that.

federalgunter @onmyown my wife, my three little children. i grieve, but i know that this is the only way. i believe.

federalgunter @onmyown and if i must go too, then i will do so. i will leave behind me a better world

onmyown @federalgunter you’re fucking crazy.

dina142 @onmyown no - @federalgunter is right. I - I hadn't seen it like that, but he's right. we shall not die for nothing.

dina142 @federalgunter but who will look after my children?

federalgunter @dina142 they will be provided for. the world will provide. once the hard times have passed, paradise will follow and they will grow in it

onmyown @dina142 don't listen to @federalgunter - he's fucking crazy

dina142 @onmyown and you should wash your mouth out

onmyown what? @dina142 - are you turning on ME now? because you feel better believing a LIE - the prophet is a false one. she will kill is all!

therealcolin @onmyown - shh, @dina142 is dying. give her the peace she can. your words do not help, and they cause pain.

onmyown @therealcolin lack of fucking MEDICINES cause pain. we could have treated this! stopped it before it took hold. but where are the drugs?

onmyown @therealcolin the hospitals, the doctors? where is it all? I believed, more than anyone else. not anymore.

onmyown @therealcolin what do you have to say to that?

onmyown @therealcolin @dina142 what do you have to say?

onmyown @therealcolin @dina142 @federalgunter what do you have to say?

onmyown @therealcolin @dina142 @federalgunter hello?

onmyown anybody?