Uh oh.
Who: Arden and open
Where: Library
When: Afternoon
Arden, having got out of school, was currently in the library fighting with the upset butterflies fluttering through her stomach at the words she had heard earlier this morning:
Parent.
Teacher.
Conference.
She really would have preferred a detention. In fact she would have preferred to be raked over hot coals and force-fed Mrs. Baird's casserole before having to endure the repercussions of what would be the incredibly bad situation of her father and homeroom teacher talking about her 'attitude', 'performance', and -- worst of all -- 'attendance'. Her teacher had given her a sealed envelop that was supposed to be given to her father, signed by him, and then returned. Arden of course had wasted no time in unsealing the envelope, reading its contents, and then wondering about what the library had on forgery and seriously considering the possibility of her accomplishing it. She also wondered if the home telephone would break if she accidentally knocked it over -- just in case the school tried to call.
But her reaction was equal parts anxiety and defiance. Because for all the grievances listed in the teacher's letter, Arden didn't actually feel guilty about any of them: skipping school, poor grades, 'impermissible language used against another of her peers'... every nerve in her body was on fire with the declaration that she would have done it all again. She disliked her classmates and even hated some (the feelings there were mutual); and she didn't really care that she had botched a bunch of dates relating to medieval England, and the language? Considering Margaret Haysworth had used some 'impermissible' language of her own, Arden had no remorse. Things like school just didn't seem important after everything else in her life: the death of Pepper, her father's lies, the overwhelming confusion about her mother's letters... the only reason she was worrying at all was that she absolutly could not anger her dad -- or, at least, she needed to prolong that for as long as possible.
So she had gone to the library, which probably had more people using it as shelter from the storm than for book-purposes. She camped out at a table, partly doodling, plotting, worrying, and looking up whatever sudden thought caught her fancy. This resulted in an odd assortment of books and magazines around her -- including a National Geographic with a shrunken head on the cover and a tome that had quite a bit on the misdeeds and misfortunes of some criminals (with a particular section on counterfeiters and con-artists). But, interesting as those two were, they weren't what she needed. So Arden got up, looked around the area, and walked toward a cart to dump the book on. Only there was somebody standing there, blocking her path. "Excuse me." For once her voice sounded rather civil, probably because she was more concerned about not dropping the heavy book or the National Geographic onto the ground.
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First the Hill Street Theatre and now Alyson had ventured to the library, despite the weather. By this point, her umbrella was destroyed, though she still had what was left of it with her. She wasn't sure how she would get home -- most likely, she would return home soaked and deal with the reprimand from her parents.
She had busied herself picking up the books from the carts and skimming the backs (or flaps, depending), reading the summaries and trying to decide just which adventure she would take next. She always started with the cart, the books that had just recently been set down, because they were the ones with the newer, fresh stories to tell her. Not the stories inside, but the stories of the people who had checked them out previously (Alyson truly believed they could tell her exactly where they had been and what they had experienced).
When she heard the voice behind her, Alyson glanced over her shoulder and stepped aside. "Ah, I'm sorry," she told Arden, clutching a book in her hand. "We were talking, and I didn't hear you come up." She looked to what Arden was carrying and questioned, "Are you done with them? Sometimes, I wonder if they get sad." She couldn't imagine what it would feel like to be picked up, carried out, and then brought right back once they had been thoroughly used. It sounded like the sort of thing that caused a complex in women in a few of the books she had read (though that was something that Alyson had absolutely no experience with).
"...Uh, what?" Arden stared
"...Uh, what?" Arden stared at Alsyon as if she had clearly grown another head, and that head had just commented on something ridiculous as the idea of books being sad. "Books don't get sad. They're books," she pointed out with an air of certainty that said she knew very well what she was talking about. "Who were you talking to?" She frowned trying to puzzle that out, because there just wasn't anyone nearby to talk to.
Multiple people had tried to
Multiple people had tried to bestow logic on Alyson and never once had it worked. "The books," she answered, setting the book back down. "You've never spoken to them?" It was clear Arden hadn't if she was telling Alyson they didn't have feelings. "Everything has feelings," she tried to explain. "These books, you yourself, and the shoes on your feet."
Shoes were, Alyson had found, among some of the angriest creatures, but she couldn't blame them. Feet smelled and there was nothing good about being walked on all day. On the upside, they always had their soulmate (solemate, Alyson had once told Rabbit the Second).
To her credit, Arden
To her credit, Arden actually listened and seemed to give a moment of serious consideration before deciding that she completely disagreed on the points. "I can't speak to them -- they don't have any mouths," she pointed out, being careful about it and looking perplexed as to how this girl didn't get that. Arden couldn't say for certain whether the girl was younger or older than her, but either way she should have realized that books didn't have mouths necessary for things like, well, talking?
She cocked her head just a little bit as she observed Alyson. "Are you crazy?" It seemed like something a crazy person would say -- a real crazy person, not someone who sometimes did crazy things. Oddly enough her tone and manner was entirely non-judgemental, and it even seemed that Arden was a bit eager for the girl to say yes... like she held some sort of admiration for being a complete nutjob. She wondered if she was meeting her first real live crazy person -- the truly "mad" kind -- who was like the 'George' that Pepper had often spoken of. A thought that sort of pulled at some hollow ache inside her.
"One doesn't need a mouth to
"One doesn't need a mouth to speak," Alyson replied, sounding as if she truly believed it. "You can speak with your heart. Or your nose, but only the rude or sick speak with their noses." Sneezing was a form of 'speaking' to the girl who was very much a real live 'crazy' person. Things flowed together in Alyson's mind in a way that was much different from how normal, sane people functioned.
She retorted as she always did, "Are you crazy? Everyone is to some degree or another."
.
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"I'm not crazy," Arden asserted, a bit miffed as she crossed her arms -- or, well, she tried to cross her arms. (It was more difficult to do with the book.) She was particularly offended with Alyson's perceived accusation; ...though it probably had more to do with her knowing quite a few people who would have said otherwise. "I'm pretty sure the dictionary says you need a mouth to speak," she retorted, her voice sounding extra-certain of that fact if only because she wasn't... she wasn't sure if the exact definition of 'speak' particularly mentioned a mouth, but she wasn't going to go ahead and look it up now and show she wasn't sure... or risk being proven wrong. So she just stuck to asserting it a tad bit defensively. "I think you're crazy though," she added a bit bluntly, "like how the homeless guy George is crazy." Of course, anyone with a bit more sense and less willfulness probably would have realized there were better and safer things to do than engage the mad. But Arden was too much invested in this odd back-and-forth to even consider walking away.
Alyson could never bring
Alyson could never bring herself to be offended by the words 'crazy' or 'insane' anymore. As a child, she'd been quite hurt by it, but now she realized she would simply be upset all of the time if she let it get to her. "How does the dictionary say without a mouth?" Alyson retorted. "It has no mouth, because one doesn't need a mouth to speak."
Arden was defensive -- her whole body language said so -- but Alyson had no idea why. Had she said something instigating? "Think what you wish," she responded, a smile on her face as she picked up another book, "but I quite wish you'd think something else."